Our 2lb miracle...I'm learning from him...

So....it has been awhile since a long post, thought I would update a bit. Alexander on Friday was 6lbs4oz!!!! He had his eye appointment and everything looked great. He is acting more like a term baby....it makes me so happy!! I decided to give him bottle and he is actually doing really good with nursing and his supplement bottle with his "calorie juice" in it (with breast milk) so....I definitely cried the first time but I'm getting ok with it, he is growing and that is what matters.  He actually loves nursing and just being close to me, it melts my heart. I prayed for that and still pray for that. I got a little nervous when everything happened about us bonding But God knew what HE was doing and Alexander and I have a very special bond that won't compare to anything else. Davidson and I have a different bond than what Bruin and I will have. I will cherish each moment with Alexander he is our little 2lb miracle which is over 6lbs now. I am learning a lot being a mummy of two, Thank you God for this opportunity to be a mummy to these two beautiful boys in my life. 

“CHRISTIAN HOPE IS STRONGLY LINKED TO MY Presence—which is with you now and throughout eternity. So the more aware you are of My Presence, the more hopeful you will feel. Even though you believe that I am with you always, there may be times when you feel distant from Me. This diminishes your hopefulness.

Do not hesitate to ask for My help. For instance, you can simply pray, “Jesus, keep me aware of You.” This prayer is so short and simple that you can use it as often as needed. Sometimes you limp through a day feeling empty and alone. But I say to you at such times, “You do not have because you do not ask.”

Hoping in Me is the most realistic way to live because of who I am. Since I am the Creator and Sustainer of the universe, nothing can thwart My promises. As you marvel at how great, glorious, and trustworthy I am, your praises will fill you with hope—and with rich awareness of My Presence.”

Excerpt From: Young, Sarah. “Jesus Today.”